Early Morning Musing

Should I snap out of this delusion or should I do something about it? I feel like it's a lose-lose situation either way. I mean if i snap out it obviously means I lost, and if do something about it I might lose something if it fails. jesus christ, I've never been in such a messy situation like this until now. I'm extremely afraid of the outcome that it's killing me to the point that I'm losing sleep, and not to mention some unnecessary angst. However, I will probably do the latter since I need to face life. well, I'll see in a few days. I also need to stop being so indecisive.